WEDNESDAY, EASTER 4


 
Garden still-life, with statue my parents bought maybe before I was born. 

Here are the beans, contemplating their poles, with some clustered zinnia seedlings in the background: 



And here are flourishing beet greens: 



Beets are easy to grow --- the seeds germinate quickly and reliably, and the only problem really is giving the root enough room to round out nicely (a problem in this planter, in fact --- I need to thin them out). The good news is that even if you don't like beets, the greens are delicious for salads (when very small and tender) and for any dish in which you might otherwise use spinach. I often grow beets just for the greens. 

Today's agenda: 

*Dora to vet shortly

*Spend day recovering from going to vet

That's basically it. I have work I can be doing, but it's not immediately pressing. The weather again is rainy --- we had thunderstorms in the night --- so I'm not sure we'll be hanging out outside much, except on the porch. 

Wearing: 






*Secondhand Japanese linen pinafore, bought fall 2023, last worn April 25. Wears in 2025: 3

*Secondhand Icebreaker 100% merino tee, year 1 of wear

*Thrifted Crocs sandals, year 2 of wear

LATER

This was a good outfit for the vet, with the dog walking and climbing all over me in terror. The linen (or linen-blend) pinafore is good and thick and sturdy, which is why I thought I'd wear it today. The merino tee travels well from steamy outdoors to air conditioning and back again. 

We hate going to the vet, but honestly, they are as good and kind as anybody could be. They got us into a room fast, the tech did my checkout for me so we didn't have to encounter any dogs on the way out, and they let us exit through the back, so again we didn't come face to face with reactivity triggers. Dora was not at all sure about these people poking and sticking her with needles (well, not at all sure is not at all true --- she was very sure how she felt about them), but once the ordeal was over, the muzzle was off, and treats were on offer, it was where have you been all my life? 

She's now all vaccinated --- her rabies was due as well as yearly shots --- and we have fresh heartworm meds on the way. WHEW. It was an intense hour, but it's over now, and we hope we don't have to go back for another year. 

The sun has come out, so everything's steaming, but it is nice to have some real light. We might go out and walk later on, but right now we're just recovering, one of us in her crate, the other of us in her comfy Ikea chair. 

So anyway, for an outfit I threw on in a hurry to withstand a vet visit, I really like this. As always, the loose earthy pinafore scratches my overalls itch. I want overalls, but I don't really want overalls --- chiefly because I don't want trousers. I don't like the way they feel. I don't like the way they look on my body. I just like the sexy little idea of a pair of baggy overalls and some little flirty top underneath. And lo, in this pinafore I can have the sexy little idea all I want, without the bother of trousers. 

Actually, this top is not that flirty. It's just comfortable. But I cut out the neckline, so it's not not . . . something. The fit is fairly slim, too, so I don't have a baggy shape over a baggy shape, which is key. Ideally, I think, the principle is one baggy shape (if any) per outfit. You wear a baggy top over a straight skirt. You wear a slim top under a baggy blazer. You wear something relatively fitted --- a camisole is perfect --- under an oversized pinafore or pair of overalls. Again, this tee isn't as fitted as a cami, but it's slim enough that it works. 

I also like the dusty navy against the earthy tan --- that feels like a nice, comfortable color combination. My Crocs add some tonal layering: not a contrast, but not a match, either, just a darker shade in the same tone as my pinafore. There's some pattern, too, in both the texture of the pinafore and the geometric graphic on the tee, which doesn't show up well in the photos above, but is there. 



I guess it's a measure of how fried I am that all I want to talk or think about is clothing. I'm interested in clothes all the time, but after an academic year of more travel than usual, plus the grind of a 5-day-a-week Substack, plus all this back-and-forth to Dallas, I'm hitting the wall, and my brain just wants to take refuge in something comfortable (my body ALWAYS wants to take refuge in something comfortable, hence my entire wardrobe). 

So I'm going to talk about clothing. And think about clothing. Because it's pleasurable and easy, and my brain, at least, needs some kind of vacation. 

I have bought another pair of shoes --- blue patterned Alegria Daynas, which are a Mary Jane shoe with a sort of slanted double strap, instead of the single strap across the instep. I have some black Alegria Paloma Mary Janes which I like and should wear more often, but which I really bought for occasions when I need to wear black. They are comfortable and cute, but a little stark for much of my wardrobe --- though again, I should remember to wear them. Meanwhile, I thought that blue shoes would work with just about everything I have, with a less stark level of contrast, so that I might wear them more in the summer as well as the winter. 

I've just about decided that my Earth Shoe Mary Janes aren't working for me and will either resell or donate them. They've got a lot of wear left in them, but I don't know that they're in great enough shape to be worth the trouble of selling them. Something about the insole bothers me every time I wear them, and --- worse --- gives me knee pain. Alegrias have a weird platform sole, but they are very comfortable and easy to walk in as well as cute, and blue will be a good color to have. I can't remember the last time I had a pair of blue shoes, but you'd think that would be a no-brainer for me. I might get some brown ones for fall as well, but we'll see. There's that whole swath of time when it's too hot for boots but I don't feel like sandals, and why I am thinking about that NOW is a real mystery, but there you have it --- except that I do sometimes like to wear closed-toed shoes, even in the summer, and it is nice to have options. 

OK, well, to work. 

OH ALSO, 

I'm trying to put together my travel capsule for the coming weekend. After a couple of weeks of temps in the mid-70s Farenheit, it's going to be hot in Dallas, as in the mid-90s. 

I'd like just to take wool dresses, because they pack smaller and travel better. My thoughts: 

*Black Heather Audrey (the total workhorse)

*Pacific Brooklyn

*Beetroot Brooklyn (never been a-traveling before, but this could be her big chance)

*Iris Blue Sierra (probably for the plane more than anything else)

*Trades of Hope kimono (light, versatile top layer, to ward off both sun and air conditioning)

*Xero Jessies

*Crocs

That kind of thing should work. I've debated taking my Sofia dress, though I don't feel as readily confident in her as I might. The Small works better for me in many ways than the Medium, but the less-full skirt is not as kind to my lower body as I would absolutely love. I don't think I'll buy a Sofia new, let's put it that way. I might or might not resell this secondhand one --- again, I think I'll wait till later in the season and see how much wear she's getting. There's a lot I like about her, but I sort of feel that I have to be absolutely not bloated (like maybe just don't eat at all) for her to fit the way I'd prefer. 

On the other hand, the kimono tends to be a good downplayer of things like that, and the soft green looks really nice with the soft lavender of the dress (one of the things I most love about it). It could be a good dress for Mass on the Saturday night, and the reception after. We'll see . . . If I take Sofia, I probably won't take Sierra, because four dresses is truly enough dresses for one weekend. 

ETA: I think I'm switching out Sofia for Sierra --- 2 Brooklyns would take me to Mass/reception and also to graduation. Now that I've stitched the necklines so they don't gape, I feel far more confident wearing these dresses to church, especially as they're not objectively shorter than my Fionas, which I wear to church with confidence all the time. Meanwhile, Sierra is a good "play" dress, and will be a sturdy choice if I wind up helping people move or clean on Saturday. She's also comfortable to wear on the plane and causes no security-line issues (last time I flew in a Fiona, I had to get patted down). 

And then Audrey is just good to have. I could opt to wear her to graduation if I felt like it. 

Beetroot Brooklyn looks amazing with my champagne-colored long cardigan, so that's totally going. Maybe just that and the kimono for top layers . . . 




I have pulled out my Clothing Purchases spreadsheet for 2025, just to see where I am. I've resold or am reselling several secondhand items I had bought earlier, which has opened up more slots in my allowance of 10 for the year. With my April purchase of the Sofia dress and now my purchase of these Alegria shoes, that brings me up to 7 secondhand purchases, with 3 slots left. 

I do still have 1 of my 2 slots for a new purchase still open as well. As sorely as I am tempted by many things, I really don't want to blow that slot. 

IF I wind up buying another pair of step-in Birk sandals, because I find I just can't function in the summer without a pair of step-in Birk sandals, they will first be cheap and second count as a replacement, not as one of my 3 remaining secondhand purchases. Right now I'm not replacing them in kind --- the Alegrias I just bought are meant to be a year-round casual/semi-dressy shoe, to try to fill that continual niche between boots and sandals in my closet. I hope they'll prove to be as fun as they look. The floral ones I bought last summer wound up being kind of a miss, I think because there was too much white in the pattern --- something about the lightness/whiteness/constrast really bugged me, to the point where I knew I'd need to move them along. These have some subtle pattern, but nothing high-contrast or white. My hope is that I will wear them in the summer but really wear them in transitional weather and with tights. They are funky and well made (all leather uppers and interiors), and I like the way they feel to wear. 

With Poshmark credit from my last sale, these new-to-me ones cost only $14.50, inclusive of shipping. The seller's offer was low enough for shoes of this quality, but the credit made it even less a blow to my budget. 

So my buying patterns for the year to date: 

January: 1 new purchase (actually made at the end of December but received January 2, so I'm counting it for this year, though I guess technically I don't have to) + 3 secondhand purchases (2 resold)

February: 4 secondhand purchases (1 resold)

March: 2 secondhand purchases

April: 1 secondhand purchase

May: 1 secondhand purchase

And then I've also resold things that I didn't buy in this calendar year, so even with some intake, there's been enough outflow for my closet not to be overwhelmed. I also did make a fairly substantial thrift store donation of things I'd been gathering for more than a year, that I clearly was not going to sell or otherwise get rid of. Even if some of that ended up in the landfill --- and I hope it didn't --- that's a relatively tiny percentage of the outflow from my closet. As in our general household waste situation, this is not zero waste, but the recycling far outweighs the trash. 

So . . . all of this seems reasonable to me. Not perfect, but reasonable. And right now, when I don't feel like doing anything else (and my most pressing work is done, thanks to the efforts of last-week me), seems like a good time to take stock. We're heading into the summer. I think I'm in pretty good shape in terms of clothes. I have plenty to wear in hot weather. I MIGHT replace the Birk Mayaris, but I'm not rushing to do so, because I have sandals to wear. 

My goal every day is to be comfortable and look nice --- for those two things never to be mutually exclusive. The mantra that there's no such thing as bad weather, only bad clothes, pertains to the summer as well as the winter. Yes, it's hot. I don't love extreme heat, any more than I love extreme cold. But I can dress for it in such a way as to minimize the discomforts and make it possible to live my life. This is made easier, of course, by the fact that I don't have any physical condition that makes one season objectively more difficult than another. I don't love heat, but I can deal with it. As long as I'm hydrated and not reckless, summer weather doesn't make me sick. Part of not being reckless is dressing appropriately for the weather, in lightweight, moisture-wicking, breathable fabrics. That I am prepared to do. 

Also, my patio container garden is looking nice and flourishing in the shade of a redbud tree: 




The husband pruned this tree last year, taking out the tall, dead top, and we've encouraged new branches to grow lower down. The canopy could be higher, but I like the overhanging branches that screen the sun from my plants that like shade. Now I just need to go weed the actual shade garden at the other end of this back walkway area --- what we call our "dooryard," because it is fenced and gated from the rest of the backyard --- ay ay ay. That garden is a mess. I would like to plant some encore azaleas in that area, but it's probably too late already for them to establish before the summer heat starts to stress them out. The azalea pictured above seems happy enough in its 10-gallon container, as long as we keep it watered. I do love container gardens . . . if I had it to do over, I'd do nothing else. It's amazing how lush a patio can become, just with big containers of growing things. strategically placed. 

So . . . back to whatever I was doing before I decided to do this. Mainly what I'm doing is sitting by the dog, who is flat out asleep on the daybed after her veterinary ordeals of the morning.